It feels SO GOOD to be back! I hurt my back pretty bad (fun). Couldn't walk well at all and eventually couldn't stand straight (not fun). So I went into the doctor and found out I messed up my right scatic nerve (super fun)! It's been a little over a week and half and today I finally get to start back at it! When I use to not be able to work out or would fall out of my routine, my biggest worry was "ah I'm going to gain it all back!" "I look horrible!" I was so focused on my apperance. Obsessing over strictly apperance is draining. You can drive yourself crazy if you're not seeing results instantly. But fitness takes time! It's a lifestyle! Finally I'm at a place where my mindset is on the way working out makes me FEEL. I love the feeling of my progress! Lifting heavier, rowing quicker, running for a longer period of time. When I work my ass off and am literally blinking my sweat I feel so damn accomplished! Of course I love seeing my progress in pictures, or seeing my pants are a litt...