entry 17: Been doing a lot of stringing webs of ideas together, trying to create some goals for myself. I’ve never been the best at creating and sticking to goals, I always thought it was because I thought in a very macro-way, but it was really just trauma. So, I had to ask my therapist how to make goals, and thankfully, he walked me through it. Now, I try to divide up my day into a series of goals to try and achieve more balance between the part of me that needs productive during the day and the part that needs to rest and do nothing. It hasn’t been easy and sometimes I really fight myself to just give up and do nothing instead, but Im loving the way it’s been feeling when I do achieve the goals i set for myself, so, ima just keep doing it I guess. . . . #portaitphotography #dtlaskyline #shotinlosangeles #bydaijamarie