Last few shows of the year wrapped now it time to wrap up all these collabs and get working on tutorial vids for my patreon.
The transition into focusing more on teaching than the LUZCID project has been much needed for my mental health. I love producing music but I simply don’t fit it in when it comes to what is needed to be a social figure or “artist” these days. I could give a fuck less about social media or clout or how I look. Fuck I’ve walked around the last decade missing a tooth.
I’m a nerd / engineer / dreamer. So ima do what I do best, teach and mentor the next generation of dreamers. The connection and value I get from helping others just seems so much more important than a project that is all about me or my own gain. I’m not saying that’s how it is for all artist or that being an artist is inherently a selfish thing I just think this is based on my own situation. I’ve had horrible social anxiety my entire life so it’s no surprise I hate being in the spotlight.
That al...