TW: Eating Disorders ⚠️ . Wow. I seriously cannot believe I did it. 10 years after my ED diagnosis at 16, I competed in a bikini. You have no idea how big of a deal this is in my anxious brain. To let go of control of how my stomach could look online during a competition was so scary. OF COURSE OUR BODIES MAKE ROLLS WHEN WE FOLD IN HALF 😅 I’ve never been more proud of a diving picture in my life. Thank you for capturing such a special moment in my career rominaamatophoto 🥹📸🫶 I’m literally crying with pride looking at it in my camera roll. We did that. We faced a huge fear head on and loved myself every step of the way. Recovery is possible, we are not alone. #bravegang 🥹 . Full Vlog of the Turkey 🇹🇷 redbullcliffdiving event out now on my YouTube Channel. Link in bio. I’ll never forgot the moment my coach said “I’m so proud of you” after a not so perfect competition dive because he knew how big of a step this was in my recovery ❤️‍🩹 thank you for being the best stephcoach1234 ....