First off I want to thank god, Sometimes we miss out on blessings and our true callings due to the demons we fight everyday. I lost myself tremendously years ago and lost it all. Hope, faith, pride, joy, happiness and etc. I was in a dark place. And no one but myself could get me out of the funk. Football always been my first love and forever will be. I’ve been battle tested since the first day I ever laced those cleats up. Football was my everything. It taught me how to love, it taught me how to bond, it taught me how to be a soldier, it brought me friends, made us family, but most importantly brothers!! I stepped away from the game because mental health is more important, but at the same time I knew something wasn’t right!! Something was missing, for some reason I felt like it wasn’t the end. But I was right. Sometimes god has to sit you down when you’re not ready for your blessings!!! I’ve over came so much, cried for this shit, kept my head high in doubt when everyone turnt their b...