A veteran undercover police officer reflects on his double life in the shadows, having infiltrated some of Britain’s most dangerous gangs and terrorist cells. When working clandestinely in the depths of the criminal underworld, the line between rule-following police and law-breaking criminals often becomes blurred. But for our informant, this is the harsh reality of what it takes to keep the public safe. Despite putting over a dozen crime bosses behind bars or turning them into informants, the dark realities of the job have taken their toll. So much so, he now believes it "wasn't worth it," with the whole thing built on lies and deceit, leaving a trail of betrayal and broken relationships across the country. Click here to subscribe to VICE: bit.ly/Subscribe-to-VICE Nightmate Confessions of a former Shell consultant youtube.com/watch?v=uDuqIROhwZ0&list=PLDbSvEZka6GEojWq0xz2klOVp2r9iT4G5 Flight attendant reveals dark secrets of the job youtube.com/wa...