When they got the devastating news that their home of 25 years had burned down in the fires in Altadena, Susan Toler Carr and her husband, Darrell, had to see for themselves. When they pulled up to what had been their home, most of it was gone. “It was like losing Justin all over again because that house was where he grew up and we kept it as a shrine to Justin,” Susan Toler Carr said. “It was a family home where Justin’s presence was everywhere. There’s nothing like the pain of losing him. But our home was an extension of Justin.” But still standing and unscathed was the gate built commemorating the life of their son, Justin, who died in 2013 at 16 during swimming practice from idiopathic hypertrophic cardiomyopathy, an undetected heart ailment. The gate held the words, “Justin Carr Wants World Peace,” across it and a large butterfly in the center. Justin competed in the butterfly event as a swimmer. Read more at the link in bio.