This photo was made by @treykarson during a show with #Heilung @amplifiedhistory in Denver, Colorado. I am posting it because it reminds me of many good things.♡ That strong feeling of strength and carelessness before the tipping point of chaotic radical change. My world has been confronting and transformational. Looking back on the first half of this year I feel like I have been shedding heaps of old scarred skin after years of grasping in the dark trying to mould myself in shapes I couldn't fit, pouring myself out to find something that would never fill my need, untill I was completely disconnected from myself. Change hurts, the loss of old self hurts, the death of identity hurts. But now, after all that, letting go of the pain is the hardest part. There will be a weightlessness that will come after this peeling, and I will welcome the rush of new energy as I make room in my heart to receive and rebuild.