Throughout my childhood and into college, I knew God but wasn’t devoted in my faith. I was living for this world and knew something was missing, but I couldn’t understand what. Until May 2018 ... Over Memorial Day weekend, my friends and I were involved in a traumatic boating accident that left my best friend with life-altering injuries. I had so much hope God would save him. I prayed for God to heal him and restore his quality of life, and I thought I saw God healing him on this side of heaven. When he died, all my hope was gone. I was lost, and thought, “God, did you not hear any of my prayers?” I was angrier at God than I had ever been and blamed him for all my pain. I chose to take a step back from my faith and didn’t go to church, read my Bible, pray, or want anything to do with God. This continued for a couple of years until I got a nudge to go to REVIVE, Hope’s young adult ministry. As the service ended, I got another nudge to receive prayer. I told my prayer partner about ...