Training right now feels a lot like Roulette. I have no clue if I’ll feel my hands or my arms. I have no clue if I’ll be able to hold onto a barbell. But I’m trying hard to use up every once of whatever I get each day. Until we go thru more testing and know what’s going on, this is just how it will be. I will never stop training unless I’m dead. So on my rough days I have to remind myself that. The pain is temporary right now. The feeling does come back to my hands and arms and leg. There may be more bad days but there’s hopefully more good days coming. Thankful for straps on days my hands can’t feel the bar at all. #cantstopwontstop #mastersweightlifting #weightlifting