Deep Thoughts Deep thoughts in the moment of meditation randomly thinking what is this life? Passionate about what I say, speaking from the heart to the actions that I take much has happened, where do I start? The burning feelings of fire is increasing in my heart turning into pain, and now I have no heart. Loneliness and cold nights lead to suicidal thoughts these are the moments one asks himself.. should I take this thunderbolt and blast myself?! Greatness is within but how do I pull that shit out? while Emotional garbage piles up - I guess I’ll take the trash out. Using the tool of service to pull my greatness out but even then the metal gets too hot to handle the thoughts of giving up start to linger But I’ve come too FAR, I CAN’T GIVE UP NOW! They say a man ain’t supposed to cry so when can he release this shit because if I continue to feel how I feel now. (sigh) While many travel the world just to be known I’d rather be alone enjoying my peace, and happiness i...