I just wanted to finish this video that I started more than two weeks ago with the final update. I’m both overwhelmingly grateful and bitterly disappointed with my results this round. “You only need one” has been my internal mantra this entire process but now I’m finding the reality of *only* having one devastating. I know there’s still a chance, and I know I should feel grateful to even be able to schedule a transfer attempt, but disappointed that’s the honest version of how I’m feeling about it right now. If this transfer doesn’t work, I don’t have the opportunity to try again until after my next spaceflight in 2026. So that’s where we are. Transfer attempt will be in January because I have to wait for my next cycle, get an ultrasound to confirm we’re good to go, and then go on BC for a month to plan the timing of the transfer. 🤍 #ivfjourney #ivf #eggretrieval #ttcjourney #ttc #babydust #infertility