I didn’t tell many people about my secret IVF life but I’m so lucky that my small circle that did know, had my back always. Johnny has been with me through every up and down over the last 5 years. He’s dried my tears, given me pep talks, held me up while I worked through miscarriages, listened to my every fear (on repeat), supplied the sweet hand holds as we travelled the world during and through my failures, and he was/is there for my every win. He had my back as a friend and work partner during the many times my heart was breaking. He knew how much this all meant to me. ❤️ I never have to tell him what I’m feeling somehow he just knows and fills the space with jokes, his knowing looks and love. Whether it was a medicine debacle or more seriously when I was physically dealing with miscarriages or the aftermath he made sure I never felt like I couldn’t tell him everything….or ask him for help with whatever I needed. No shame with my J. Whenever I said I was done he knew I wasn’t ...