So I’m 3/4—roughly— done with college, sitting in a quandary about whether or not I should continue the pursuit of my basketball career. It is so easy to project contentment with your life through the lens of social media; in fact, I am quite guilty of that manner lol. These past few years have been very difficult for me to be my happy self that I perceive to y’all, let alone regulate the simplicities in my life (such as, getting out of bed). The humbleness and humiliation of my collegiate career thus far have led me to believe in these continuous false narratives that I’ve heard from others and told myself. This administered mental self-destruction, blinding me from the blessings that I have now. I thought this year would be a breakthrough for me after I was baptized, but it wasn’t. God has a lot in store for me after a humiliating year filled with injuries, disappointment, worry, depression, etc. that I wasn’t prepared for yet. I’ve concluded that maybe this year was a test of my t...