11 years & my heart is still mourning 💙 Happy 11th birthday to my sweet, LukaTony James — not a day goes by where I don’t think of my angelito 👼🏻 It’s a complicated pang in my heart, feeling despair because I wish he was still here, and guilt because I am grateful to have Auggie. And I know it’s okay to feel both. He’ll always have space in our home, and Auggie will know he has a big brother in Heaven ☁️ To honor Luka’s life, I’ve been traveling to a new destination every year in May, praying that he’s traveling alongside with me 🕊️ Throughout the years, I’ve visited New Zealand, Australia, Disney World, Jamaica, Paris… and in two weeks, I’ll be off to a new city in Europe ✨ Forever grateful for Auggie, my family, my amazing friends, and all of you to help me get through this week. & If you are a mama with an angel baby, my heart goes out to you. 🤍 #sids #sidsawareness #bereavedmother #infantloss #mymamahood #mymotherhoodjourney #grievingmother