Iāve spent every month of this year, except one, single. itās been a difficult adjustment to make after being in a relationship for almost five years. even though I have moved on and feel secure in the decision I made to end the relationship, Iām not gonna say itās easy. I miss the idea of having a person that is my best friend and boyfriend. sometimes it can feel lonely, especially seeing people post about their healthy, loving relationships online.
itās the worst having to think about if Iāll ever find someone again and if people will view me as worthy enough for them. I was single for 17 years before my last relationship, will I have to wait for years once again?
this reminder goes out to everyone who feels like me. we donāt need a boo (sorry I just love puns) to be complete or āwhole.ā we are equally as worthy whether weāre single or in a relationship. š
*note: Iāve been contemplating for months whether to write about life after ending a long-term relationship, and I think Iām ...