april 2023 — tampa n2. two weeks after my best friend taylor died, standing next to her empty seat, barely holding on. october 2024 — nola n2. still grieving, but got my color back into my face! went to a bunch of eras shows and took taylor’s picture with me each time so she was there, no empty seat to be found. it’s crazy what grief does to a person. that first picture is so unrecognizable to me, but watching the color, the joy, the light come back into my face has been OVERWHELMING. life will never be the same, and learning to live for taylor instead of with her has been HARD, but i wouldn’t trade the feeling of grief for anything. it just means i was lucky to love her so much that it physically hurts. thanks for helping bring me back to life, @Taylor Swift i’m forever indebted to you!!! #taylorswift #tstheerastour #theerastour #bff #swifties #swifttok #swiftok #fortnight #ttpd #tsttpd #tswift #griefandloss #griefjourney #grieftok #griefsupport #griefislove #fyp