It’s been an incredibly difficult few months filled with so many let downs and disappointments my brain hasn’t even started to process them yet. I’m a trusting person and it makes me so sad that when I try to be kind, loyal, and giving it’s often used for self gain without giving me any loyalty in return. I’m so sick of people love bombing me and then exploding in my face. Shame on me for believing anyone for what they say. Shame on me for not learning this lesson with all of my experience right here - again and again. We learn as we age and we harden after each time someone wrongs us. It’s hard to be open to new experiences when you have the education of people discarding you after using you and getting what they want without any after thought. I’ve learned in the last month - even more - that no one should be trusted at their word. The last few weeks I just can’t believe I’ve been so stupid to believe what people say to me. When will I learn? Today is the day I draw the line. M...