“I appreciate all the support I was able to find on this site. I am 32 years old and I raised straight Catholic with a very large family, this was a decision I NEVER thought I would make. Before, I never understood why women would choose to do this and I judged them for doing so. I called it selfish and I made up all these negative connotations associated with it. Then I found out I was pregnant by someone who was not a good person for me or our soon to be child. The moment I found out I felt like everything was over for me. I had dramatic dreams of dying and everything felt so wrong. The years him and I were together, the worse the relationship became between him and I, especially when I tried to leave the first time. …I do understand that there is always a different way, also two sides, and most will say you cannot predict the future. But intuition let me know the truth. And the truth is, it would have been completely unfair to raise anyone in that type of environment. No matter how...