“I’ve had 2 abortions. My first was in the beginning of January and then this last week. Seeing the positive sign the first time around made me so scared of what was to come and seeing it the second time was a nightmare. I wasn’t thinking of having any babies this year as the person I was with – it was a one sided relationship. I loved him so very much, but he had severe lying issues and couldn’t offer me a healthy relationship he knew deep down inside I truly deserved. Knowing that he would not change for me or for a baby made the decision a bit easier in deciding what to do. …I have up and down moments where I get super sad when I think about the possible child that could’ve been had and how beautiful and precious he/she would’ve been and it does break my heart quite a bit, but the relief of knowing the baby won’t have to wonder if the father can be there in the proper way for it allows me to sleep an ounce better at night. Even though it seemed tough at the time for me to go through...