Thinking of Lavender today 💜😭 I had 3 boys before her, I prayed to God for my boys because I didn't think I was soft enough for girls 🥹. Then came Lavi....before I got the chance, it was taken from me. I felt robbed, angry at the world. That heartbreak is what made me loose my mind. I was desperate for an escape, I wanted to leave this planet & farming was my only thought of getting close.... That's why I say farming is RESISTANCE, it's FIGHT, it's FREEDOM. My farm Princess that you see today, came after that storm 🌈 & so did this farm. YOU CAN DO HARD THINGS, even if it feels like you're drowning right now. If you have to live by the hour, DO THAT! If you can't see next week...try to see tommorow. If you can't see tomorrow, try and see the next hour. FUC***G TRY BITC* 🥹 cus I do everyday 🙌❤️❤️ Love you bye.... #farmersdaughter #childlosssupport #farmPrincess