I’m an emotional wreck now that I’m looking through old videos💔 I still train, I still love gymnastics… but there’s something about being on a team, competing with a group of girls who have the same ambitions, and always knowing exactly what my next goal was. Since no longer being a part of a collegiate team, I’ve been searching for those things again… I’m also just grieving an old version of me. I’m slowly figuring it out, but man I miss it. #fyp #gymnastics #emotional #retiredathlete #exgymnast #nationalgymnasticsday