Learning to live in the fire and pain of grieving my brother. Trying to figure out who this new version of me is. My goal is to not get over it or move passed it, but to learn to live in it. I keep thinking to myself, what a privilege to carry the love I have for him the rest of my life. What an honor. I’ve had a rough week, so took this afternoon to do things I enjoyed and bring me peace by myself. From stick time, to poke, to the beach, to a swim, to the sunset….I felt my brother every second of this afternoon. My soul felt so filled. Cheers to learning to live in the flames ❤️‍🔥 #griefjourney #grief #hockey #encinitas #beachday