Transparency post: All negative comments will be deleted! As most of you all may know by now, we’ve had an extremely difficult pregnancy this time around. Our last baby was 11 years ago, when I was much younger & physically healthier so all previous pregnancies were a breeze. Thus we didn’t expect to experience everything we did with expecting baby #4. From May to November, I was diagnosed with Hyperemesis gravidarum. For those who don’t know this is a rare, severe type of nausea and vomiting during pregnancy. I couldn’t keep any fluids or solids down, not even water. I lost so much weight drastically leading to dizzy and fainting spells in which lead to painful kidney stones. I’d go to the hospital, they’d rejuvenate me with fluids just for me go home and come right back. I locked myself in our bedroom for days, some days I’d sleep so much I wouldn’t even get a chance to see our girls, my phone stayed on dnd as I isolated myself from the world. Just the thought of picking up my pho...