Dear ryanleeperkins , I’m completely numb and truly overwhelmingly heartbroken. I can’t digest losing you, not ever being able to hear your voice again or seeing your face light up anymore. You’ve become such a fixture in my life... long hours on the phone talking through everything and reminding one another how strong we are and that we both have one another’s back, being there if anyone needs anything ( you’ve come and supported every one of my events, I promised to always watch over your girls), waking up to texts of you always reminding me you love me and are proud of me, me calling you and meeting you up to make sure you knew that you’re loved and this is only the beginning of this crazy journey called life. We met at tayloractingstudio & we instantly became friends. You were new from SD and something about you made me feel your heart was genuine and that’s where our friendship grew. Since then we’ve bonded in ways I haven’t had with people who’ve known me forever. In a short ti...