not our last step, but a big one 💗 feeling EVERY feeling leading up to surgery 🥹💗 It’s a strange kind of sadness, the kind you feel when you finally get to let go of something that’s been hurting you. You know it has to go. You know you’re better without it. But the unknown on the other side can feel so overwhelming. 💗 The “C” word has been one long lesson in surrender for me. Every single day I’m reminded that some things are out of my control. I can’t fix them. I can’t make them better. Only God can and I trust that He will. 💗🙏🏼 Prayers up please please!!! I love you 💗 . . . . . #breastcancer #cancerjourney #chemo #radiation #bridgetandmike #lumpectomy