another ride on the atiVAN 🧟‍♀️👀😂 guys, wait for her at the end “Bridget after dark” is so back 😵‍💫🧟‍♀️😂 our husband about the meds they give me (Ativan) and he said it’s equivalent to a full bottle of wine. 🍷 To me it’s giving canned wine vibes iykyk (and I’m sorry about that if you do know because canned wine is NOT to be taken lightly) anyway, 2-3 canned wines of Ativan later and I start repeating everything everyone else says, slurring, disassociating, falling asleep sitting up and starring at these gorgeous walls. I’m grateful for it tho - cold capping would be insane without it and I couldn’t even feel that huge shot of Lupron which I still can’t believe put me into menopause. This is all so crazy… sometimes I look at Mike and say “is this all for real?!” I’m so lucky to have him and Ativan. ♥️ . . . . . . . #bridgetandmike #ativan #ourhusband #cancer #chemovlog