In December 2013, I remember struggling so bad mentally after all the loss I experienced with infertility. Christmas 2013 would be the last Christmas I would spend thinking my womb failed me. If you don’t believe in the miracles of Christmas, I’m here to tell you, have FAITH and BELIEVE! I made up my mind that I was done “trying” and in January 2014, Rick and I went to therapy to heal from the anger, bitterness, resentments, guilt, and all the other emotions that come with grief. Child loss can be HARD. Wanting biological children and then experiencing infertility can be HARD. We did it, we healed and became strong as a couple and better parents to Zariyah. In October of 2014, Karleigh came into our lives. That Christmas was the first one I experienced as a mother of more than 1 child. Then Ayden came in July 2015, and that following Christmas, I was a mother of 3. Princeton came July 2017, and that Christmas I was a mother of 4! One small Christmas decision to trust in God in December...