This is my favorite painting with my 4 kids and my angel babies looking over them. Swipe to see original ❤ . When I look back over my life, and I think things over...I can truly say, that I've been blessed...I have a TESTIMONY! We have to understand that the test we go through are ours but the TESTIMONY is for others! 8, yes EIGHT miscarriages- led to me being so angry and bitter I couldn't even be happy for other women when they were pregnant. Therapy, God, family and friends got me through some pretty rough times in my life. . Fertility struggles can take a toll on you, it's very traumatizing and depressing. One thing for adoptive parents to make sure of is, HEAL...heal before you ever think about adopting. Adopting will NOT replace babies you've miscarried. DO NOT place that type of pressure on adoptive kids to fulfill your needs. That's selfish. That's adopting for all the WRONG reasons. . After a season of healing, my heart grew so much more because of my beautiful children ❤. ...