Ok guys I think I need a little encouragement here because… even tho I’m not totally done with treatment, I think I have decided I’m going to fake it till I make it and ring the bell 🔔 I don’t know why I make the world’s biggest deal about everything, always…but I do 🫣 and it’s just that the symbolism of ringing the bell is packed with very, very scary memories and emotions, most of which I’ve kept swept under the rug because I was way way way too sick to even process. Now that I’m starting to feel better, it’s all flooding in 🥹 I don’t want to look back, but I also know the only way out is through. So even though I don’t feel 100% “ready,” I’m hoping the bell can signal the beginning of a new chapter of healing. Or I don’t know, I just hope it does something to me emotionally and helps me heal. I’m trying to take a step forward. I talked about this, but there’s this feeling I get during treatment when I hear someone else ring the bell. I burst into tears every. single. time. I...