Day 30 of quarantine
I am starting to struggle
I am safe at home yet I feel anxious
I have all this time yet lacking motivation
And also no explanation for it
It’s still difficult for me to wrap my head around getting knocked on my ass by meningitis and crippling anxiety
Prior to that I was on top of the world
I don’t have a road map to show me how to get back to that place but I am trying my best to find my own path
I know what I started out to do and I’m not there yet
People keep asking me what my goal is and it’s just to look and feel good, there is no specific weight that is associated with that
Being in the middle of a global pandemic is adding to the stress and anxiety and it’s hard to get past it
I need to find my drive and motivation and also find my reason “why” again
Sometimes these side by side photos help remind me how far I’ve come
Hopefully it can help shift my mindset 🙏🏼
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