I’ve been struggling the past few days Not feeling myself I’ve spent a lot of time alone, thinking I realize I have serious body dysmorphia after having several conversations with friends I look at these 2 photos and obviously see the major difference but then my brain goes straight to what else needs to change ASAP and everything I still hate about myself OK JEN this didn’t happen overnight so just CHILL Legit conversations I have with myself EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. My brain has not caught up with the physical changes I’m constantly in GO GO GO mode and I am not processing it all and then it just hits me I don’t know when it will catch up or how to process better but I can tell you it’s hard So many changes, so many new feelings, so many new experiences that could have never happened before when I was bigger It’s just a whole new world On top of it people start treating you differently, good, bad and indifferent and honestly It’s a lot to handle And it’s scary lol #transfor...