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. Today started off really great even though I barely slept last night I felt happy, confident in my new size 8 @lululemon leggings, and most of all SLIM after @ryanjacobwood kicked our asses at @trufusion_stl last night But as the day went on and I got busier, I got exhausted. That exhaustion led to a poor food choice, that poor food choice led to ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต missing a workout today ๐ด๐ฟ๐‘€๐‘‚๐‘†๐‘‡. A ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘–๐‘Ž๐‘™ someone helped remind me that I would regret not going to work out I struggled so hard in the #trucircuit class and it made me feel ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘๐‘™๐‘’ about myself. I kept looking in the mirror and seeing my tired face and sadly the same old fat me from years prior WTF happened in less than 12 hours?! How did I get so down on myself?! I wish I had the answer. Because this happens often People ask me all the time โ€œdonโ€™t you feel amazing?โ€ No. I donโ€™t. My body is beat up, Iโ€™m exhausted all the time and Iโ€™m not where I want to be. Thatโ€™s the harsh reality. I try to be #...

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