This was my second year doing this trip, and I still can’t believe it’s my reality. Spending a few days in the city and then going out to Long Island to visit the family cemetery is something I’ll keep doing. It’s hard, but it matters to me. Seeing my brother and my aunt—who makes me feel so close to my mom in a way that brings me comfort—helps me cope. Traveling with my family is a must. Being with them, finding real joy in our time together, and seeing the kids light up as they discover different parts of the city doesn’t lessen my grief, but it helps me carry it. If you’re also living with grief, I see you and I’m sending you so much love. #momsofinstagram #intentionalparenting #parentinglittles #griefandmotherhood #livingwithgrief #nyctrip