Almost 4 weeks into tour and I haven't felt in control once. The whole thing has been overwhelming. Way outside my comfort zone. But that's kind of the point. Growth doesn't happen inside comfort. We got a few days off and the team booked a cabin to relax... So I woke up early, before anyone else was awake, and I went and shot photos around the property. Put the drone up. Edited for a while in the quiet. Headphones on. Music that actually made me feel something. Just me, my thoughts, and the work. It was the most relaxed I've felt in a month. I also have to be honest with myself. The stress has brought back bad habits. Scrolling to feel in control when I'm not. Sleep has slipped. Productivity has slipped. I know it, and I'm working on it. But this crew. I could not have asked for a better group of people to do this with. Every single person in this camp is someone I genuinely like. They've made me laugh harder than I expected. They make the hard days easier because all we have to...