deep breaths. and just sharing this to give some more insight into how my head is spinning because even though I posted a very lighthearted Reel about it, I’m actually panicking about it. It’s just…. a lot. And a reminder that you can be a generally brave person and still get very scared. I’m scared of going too early and not giving baby or my body the time we need. I’m scared of going too late and missing the window where I can safely get an epidural or a c section. I’m scared of how my BP will look in these final weeks and if it’ll all be taken out of my hands anyway. I’m scared of having full control over the plan and scared of having no control over the plan. And even though I’ve been waiting 8 years for this moment, I’m scared that everything is happening in a month. #ivfjourney #ivfpregnancy #highriskpregnancy #induction #pregnancy