*TRUTH BOMB* Settling into #daddyhood now. It’s been a tricky ride for 6 weeks - juggling the ups and downs of being an entrepreneur as well as the ups and down of being a Newborn Dad.... . I had never really put the two together as the potent combination of anxiety provoking shite that can pop up. People generally talk about the mental health of women post natal but not about mens. So I just wasn’t prepared. The amount of times that I have been told I must be “so excited” and “bursting with love” has had me questioning what was wrong with me because actually I have felt f@king terrified and resistant to opening my heart with the core fear of having it broken, having had it smashed through “losing” a child from a previous relationship break up....completely irrational right. Thank you brain 🧠 🙈... . But there it is, thankfully now onto a brighter 🌈 cloud full of love for my Tula knowing she ain’t going anywhere and for my incredible wife joanna_hunt_ who is mine and many others Ange...