… truth of the subconscious. I had a dream last night, that I was throwing off everything unnecessary... Then I jump into my car, open all the windows in the car to enjoy the fresh air and just rush down the road, enjoying my freedom. There are no cars on the road except mine. I drive as I please, breaking traffic rules. And then on the side of the road I saw a dead horse... I feel sorry for this horse, but she is already dead and I can’t help her. So I continue to move forward no matter what… Then I see people coming to my house, some I know, some I don’t know. I didn’t invite them, but they came and it’s not convenient for me to tell them “go away, guys, I didn’t invite you.” I’m just watching them. They then start acting disrespectful of my space and me, they don’t respect boundaries and they act like it’s their house and not mine. And then I finally say: “My dears, this is MY house, I am the mistress of my house and I did not invite you. I allowed you to behave the way you want f...