I used to be the fat kid 173cm 110kg. I used to be bullied, made fun of , beat up in the locker rooms. I never fit in, i had no friends and used gaming and food to escape. I had no one to talk to about what i was going through. Before college i decided i wanted a new identity and at age 17 i got in the best shape of my life even when no one believed in me. They laughed at me pulled my pants down in the hallways, stole money from me, scratched my car with keys, but they never broke me. At age 21 i developed a severe anxiety disorder where i couldnt leave my house because i was so scared. I slept 2 hours a night and used substances to cope. No doctor or medicine helped me. It was so bad that at age 24 while finishing my masters degree i almost lost my life due to a full bowel obstruction. My nervous system was so anxious that my body stopped digesting food. I was suicidal all the time. I had many attempts at my life. Afterwards, I got emergency life saving surgery and lost everything i...