I observe the emotions flowing within me. They are intense and deep. Desire contemplates the pure and filthy human nature. My guide. And protection comes from the ego, the belief of being worthy of it. Of being special and loved enough to be shielded from any obstacle. Then you see that danger doesn’t live next door; it resides within. But I don’t suppress; I let it flow. I don’t wear masks because I’m not ashamed of my nature. Didn’t God want me to be as I am? Why then promise me the hell of His creation for something that’s naturally part of me? But what is the source of these musings? Did they come from God or man? They came from one who is also driven by their own desires... Narcissus! That’s why I don’t let others take from me what is mine! Go over there with your shame, fears, and insecurities. Here, I’ve seen God differently than you have! Here, I’ve seen that desire also has purity in its essence. But this is just another of my observations and musings... ✨🔮💭 #tbt #conciousne...