CONTROL VS FREEDOM Giving up control is really giving into your own sovereignty. You aren’t really giving anything up because you never had control to begin with. That’s the illusion part. When I realized I was gay, my main objective was to control how I was perceived. Running from shame and efforting my way through life. That’s not sustainable. I didn’t understand that what I was really looking for was freedom. 36 hours into a 48 hour fast, A New Moon in Virgo, I once again, stripped away noise from my mind and body. It landed in a way where I could see it, and feel it. A palpable shift from concept to truth. I could see that while we were all desperately wanting to control our circumstances, our environments and our relationships, what we were truly seeking was freedom. Freedom to be, authentic. Freedom to experience. Freedom to create and think. Freedom to love whomever we choose. #ThePortalIsYou #ControlIsAnIllusion