I went to Coco Rocha Modeling Camp a year and a half ago looking for guidance and direction in restarting my modeling career that I had to put on pause to, quite literally,survive. The pandemic really put my mortality in perspective and made me question if I was actually happy with my life. If I died tomorrow, would I be happy with how I had lived or would I have hoped I had done more.I couldn’t help but feel as if there was something missing and that I wasn’t living my life to the fullest. I wasn’t taking risks and I was looking at ROI and gravitating towards guarantees and clear paths. I was allowing my modest upbringing and fears take over my thoughts and dreams. After attending cocorochamodelcamp and meeting my literal idol cocorocha (early in my career she was framed as the ideal muse with a masterpiece of 1000 individual poses and characters), I realized that the real risk is living your whole life and not taking enough of the ones you wanted; allowing your inner world and su...