literally had to cut part of it out because I starred at the ground for an eternity. You can fight sedatives when you have had a lot of that medication but clearly it didn’t go so well for me but it could have been worse (like having actual seizures again or going into SUDEP) This was not a usual experience for me but I think because I was so terrified of having more seizures, missing more time that I can’t advocate for myself during, and that my previous seizures in this video weren’t the convulsive type (however still dangerous to have a bunch of absence seizures), I was able to have this experience before crashing. I think some medical professionals see people who present like this after having rescue medication and think many patients want drugs and are faking seizures. To be clear, I laugh through most scary experiences and I didn’t enjoy this one. I was very scared that I’d have another seizure but I just couldn’t think straight. I think I knew I was safe with the person who was...