Monday was one of those days for me.
The kids were pushing back all day, and I could feel it building… but I didn’t react like I used to.
I stayed calm, tried to understand them, and ended up handling it way better than I have in the past.
But it wasn’t easy and by the end of the day I was drained.
Later that night, when something else happened with my husband… it was like I’d hit my limit and I didn’t handle that the same way I did earlier.
It bothered me that I didn’t because it showed me that while I’m growing, I’m not all the way there yet.
I’m learning how to catch it sooner in every moment… not just with my kids.
These moments aren’t failures.
They show me exactly what I still need to work on.
.
#emotionalpatterns #selfawarenessjourney #peoplepleasingpatterns #innerwork #healingthroughawareness