I literally did not know what to make of the situation ๐
Likeโฆ was it really that easy? ๐ Is it always that easy? ๐ Is this what itโs supposed to be like? ๐ Iโm still not sure honestly ๐ but Iโm loving it ๐
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I donโt know why I found it so daunting to ask for some extra days off work ๐ฌ I really think itโs some form of leftover academic trauma I have ๐
I still feel like it can be retracted at any moment even though Iโm not even in the country anymore ๐ but Iโm trying to learn to accept it ๐ step by step!
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Itโs weird which things from your time in academia come back to haunt you ๐ป You also never know when itโs going to strike โก๏ธ It can really be at the most random and inconvenient time ๐ฎโ๐จ but I guess thatโs part of working your way through it ๐ Bit by bit weโll heal โจ
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