Things I’ve learned since you died. That I can’t say “Don’t worry. Everything will be okay.” Because I’m not so sure. That not everything happens for a reason. That I can walk away…sometimes things can be overwhelming. I can say no. And it’s not about you. It’s about Me. You…Georgie Porgie..made me a better person. I’m not ever going to be okay. There is forever a layer of sadness that sits on my chest everyday. It’s okay…It’s just that you’re not here. So I’ll try to make friends with that feeling someday. But can’t make promises. I have the best of friends. There is beauty in strangers who show up. The capacity of others holding space for us and for continuing to speak about Georgie is incredible. Our hearts, although broken, are the strongest. I understand so clearly now how someone can die of a broken heart. I do my very best. But it’s okay to ask for help. It feels like yesterday. Time is tricky. The more I have to add time when I tell you he’s gone makes me in...