I can’t believe it’s been a year. Leaving the hospital without your baby, that is gut wrenching. The physically most painful part for the mom of a stillborn, your body doesn’t know your baby isn’t there. You still have to suffer while your body feels like it’s screaming for your baby in every way. You still sit in diapers while your milk is coming in. My stomach was just, empty. That is a different kind of torture😔#postpartum #infantloss #grief #fyp #stillborn