I always wanted to be a mom my entire life. But in that moment I remember thinking: I don’t know how I’m going to do this. Not “this will be hard.” Not “we’ll figure it out.” I genuinely did not know how I was going to be a good mom to four little kids. When the twins came, it was just… a lot. The mental load was constant. Always thinking about what had to be done. What I had to do next. What I was forgetting. It took a lot out of me. Part 3 is what shifted it. #mentalload #overwhelmedmom #mommentalhealth #twinmomlife #motherhoodunfiltered postpartum journey, mental load of motherhood, overwhelmed mom life, mom of four reality, parenting stress, motherhood anxiety, adjusting to twins