Grieving the living is hard. I don't usually let it get to me but today is kinda hard. The look of confusion when you're saying, "Mommy!" and she doesn't know who you are, is hard to accept. Convo: Me: "Mommyyyyy!" Her: "Who this is?" Me: "This Thea!" Her: "Orrrr." Me: "So how you doing today?!" Her: "I'm good, where's mommy?" Me: 🤔🥹😟😖 (Yes she often mistake me for her deceased sister.) Sometimes I wonder if it's worth pushing to have it all taken away. Take care of yourselves. Take those mental breaks💗 #alzheimersdisease