The art of noticing magic all around… is that magic can exist in the tiniest molecular moments of time alchemizing lived experiences into atomic growth. Questions I’ve asked myself through the journey home to myself (in no particular order): If everything is a construct to be deconstructed, then how does one find meaning in life when there are no ego attachments left? What does equilibrium have to do with healing? How does one explore their shadow without rejecting themself in the process? What does it look like to do light work in conjunction with shadow work? What is the root of the fear I experience in active ideation? What compassion can I offer previous versions of myself that can reframe the shame and self judgement I have felt for feeling? If I could go back in time would I really do anything different? How does one work through existential nihilism after deconstruction? What are ways I can decolonize and anti-pathologize my self study & advocacy/activism work? ...